crushedeggshells

a long time ago a year far away the black cloud the vague mist the choking swirling blinding massive weighty sadness enveloped me in its winding arms never releasing the grip icy fingers clawing my soul numbing drowning burning freezing tearing me a thousand sharp knives mincing my insides into a million humiliated particles sleeplessness tears headaches robotic existence I remember it well.